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+ it’s friday

- woke up to at least three inches of snow on the ground which meant i had to clean the car off and shovel the driveway, which made me late for class and i hate being late for anything… biggest pet peeve ever.

- bombed my dictations today, i just couldn’t get finger placement right and everything was off by a key or two which obviously made it completely unreadable so i looked like the biggest asshole on the planet when i couldn’t read back, so i felt incompetent and i’m starting to feel like i’m hitting a wall which is not good but i think i’m really just psyching myself out

+? because of the above mentioned incident, i’ve decided to spend the majority of my weekend practicing my ass off because this CANNOT happen again.

+ i got taco bell for lunch

- i got taco bell for lunch

+ my brother’s taking me out to dinner tonight

- my brother’s leaving sunday morning 

+ watic unfollowed me on twitter, which amused me to no end.. nasty bitches.

+ a classmate of mine wrote and recently had her first novel published and she gave me a signed, first edition… i haven’t started reading it yet, so who knows if it’s any good or will actually go anywhere, but it made me feel special anyway…

+ i just bought a box of strawberry poptarts which i will undoubtedly consume all weekend long with a side of skinnygirl sangria

bottom line… today is not my day. i’ve been trying, like really making a diligent effort, to NOT focus so much on the negativity and center in on the positives instead because honestly who likes a whiner? nobody. but today just feels like it’s one of those days where those few bad things, even though they may seem ridiculous or petty to someone else, just wash out the good ones. i’m in a major life slump.